Try to goto a smoke shop, about one in five have raw tobacco leaf, when cured properly it tastes like vanilla, and they’re all usually pre packaged and fresh. Buy a glass pipe, clean it out well in a sink, be careful not to break it, and try smoking or puffing on tobacco leaf. It’s a nasty habit, but feels so good. DO NOT SMOKE TOBACCO OUT OF A BONG, you’ll cough and vomit/puke/throw up until you cant smoke anymore